Relentless is like delicious nectar from a flower in the garden of Eden.

Someone tell that bitch on spotify that no one gives a shit what her favourite audiobook is.

I AM IN A VERY BAD MOOD AND I WANT A PET TO CUDDLE BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY PARENTS WON’T LET US HAVE ONE UGH

I don’t even know if I’m annoyed or not like what even ugh

Basically going to buy a gillion plain t-shirts and chop them into good shapes and sew front bottoms lyrics on all of them probs because that’s a better way of wasting money than my usual choices.

can’t decide what mood i’m in today and it’s weird. 

It’s strange when you start to see the truth about things or people you had previously romanticised. I’m not sad about anything, but it feels strange to have that shift in perception.

I am very sleepy though and would like snugs.

I was worried last night would be stressful because I was like the only member of my usual group there, but I actually had such a good time. So glad I went. I am hoping I don’t wake up with ketchup on my thighs next time I go out though…

Now sober until Leeds Fest I think.

hey guess who feels terrible

So extremely dissatisfied with my mother waking me up today. She knows how tired I was :(((( also being at uni kind of makes me feel like she is no longer allowed to do that stuff because i have been getting along fine without her telling me when i can sleep and how long for thanks

Apparently instead of one epic bad I get a few days of feeling just shit enough for it to be an inconvenience. Wonderful. Also having a strong idea that a particular thing will make you feel better and then it ends up making you feel worse sucks major anus.

I have a distinct feeling that in a few days I am going to feel very sad. I’m not sure when. This is odd.

Thinking about it, considering that people in my town and in my school committed suicide and that we had school assemblies about the incidences, I think it’s ridiculous that we never really had mental illnesses (such as depression or schizophrenia or eating disorders) addressed to us in any real way.

I would really like to know what the general outsider perspective on my life is. What would people say about the fumbly and confused yet often entertaining mess I’ve made for myself?